Why am I not surprised

It never fails to amaze me how easily a person can change. Actually no I take that back, I don't think people change. I think if you see a different side of a person, it actually always there...you just never noticed. Maybe because you were too caught up in the "romance" (Or lack thereof) or the situation or relationship, or maybe because you chose to turn a blind eye. It absolutely confirms my thought that you see what you want to see - or reality is how you preceive the truth.
I guess the hints were always there. The little moments that caused me to stop and think, "wait...what?" But then I pushed it out of my mind, because I saw what I wanted to see and ignored everything that told me otherwise. It's also amazing how many different situations this thought applies to.
So here is my philosophy on how to judge character:

You can tell a lot about a person by the way he handles four things: a rainy day, the elderly, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights.

On a completely different note, it's absolutely nothing short than miraculous that I have the 3 best friends in the entire universe to bring me back to my senses. It blows my mind how blessed I am to have these three amazing girls.
...And some one kind of new who sparked my interest and takes my mind off everything else crazy...hm.

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Stop Shoulding all over yourself

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