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Oldies but Goodies

Sitting in my dorm surrounded by boxes I can't believe it's really over. Yesterday my dad was hanging my cork boards on the wall and today I'm taking them off. Saying goodbye to my parents back in September wasn't even hard - I didn't even cry, maybe because I knew I was going to be okay.
Little did I know I would be so much better than okay. I had no idea what I was in for walking back into the dorms with no one beside me and tomorrow when I walk out I'm happier than I could have ever imagined.
The single best thing that happened to me this year was meeting my sisters, I literally can't even begin to explain how these three girls have changed me. I've never had such a connection with three other people. It's amazing to know that no matter what happens to me these girls have my back. They are my absolute everything and the rest of my life they are going to be my rocks. I've heard about creating your own family, but I never knew what it truly meant until I met them. They are absolutely all I need here as far as friends go, as long as I have them I know I am not missing out on anything. From stumbling home drunk on Friday and Saturday nights, to running a half marathon with Ally, to spring break with Brit, to clubbing NYC with Anya, these girls have made me discover parts of myself I never knew existed.

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