Love the Life you Live, Live the Life you Love

After competing 3 Ironman length distance races in a calendar year, as of October 15th, 2017 I was done. DONE. D-O-N-E with Ironman training. By that time it had been a solid 2 years of training or racing Ironman. I was training peaks addict. I was a slave to my coach's instruction. I woke up every morning and my first thought was, "What training do I have today?" I wasn't quite burnt out, but I had definitely forgotten how to live my life any other way, all while adamantly maintaining I don't take triathlon "THAT" seriously. Just like I try to tell people I'm not "that" competitive. So when I completed Kona and realized my season was over, and came to the conclusion that if I want to keep this endurance lifestyle up my whole life I needed to maybe not do an Ironman race every 3-4 months on average, I literally had forgotten how to be a normal person. With a blank training peaks schedule and no races on the horizon, I found myself on the ...

It's been over a month since racing Kona, and I'm starting to wonder if it'll ever sink in that I qualified for and finished the ultimate Ironman race. It's been almost 4 months since I qualified at Santa Rosa and my head continues to go to, "oh wow Kona" whenever I hear the word - it's almost like it never happened at all. I think the big issue I have is that over the years I built it up so much in my head and imagined what it would be like, that when I was actually there and racing the race, I just realized it's just another town. Just another Ironman race. Still hard, still amazing. I've compared it almost to a wedding. Girls dream about their wedding for years. We watch movies and plan it out in our heads on what every last detail is going to be like. I thought I would literally turn into a princess on my wedding day and be perfect in every way. But the day came and I realized that I had tan lines from my sports bra that showed up in every...

Co: Eagle Bicycles What's Your Type? : Eagle T3 The Good Stuff: Di2 shifting, Shimano Ultegra components, Shimano 105 brakes, Apollo crank, Adamo road seat You See me Rollin': Eagle 60/88 Wheels with DT Swiss hubs Nice Bum, Where You From? :  https://eaglebicycles.com/shop/eagle-t3/ Picture Prove It: I have to admit, I was both nervous and hesitant about this bike. You know what I like when I invest in a product? Buzz words such as: Widely known. Super popular. "Everyone has this". And Eagle is frankly, none of those. (Yet.) I already knew I LOVE my Eagle 60/88 wheelset they sent me back in June for Ironman Santa Rosa. These wheels feel so awesome and look badass on my tri bike - even my husband is jealous of my setup. I look so pro rolling up to a race with a 60/88 wheel set and I loved those DT Swiss Hubs. They roll over potholes, that bumpy pavement that is the stuff of cyclists' nightmares and pretty much anything I threw at them. They fly down ...

I travel a lot. I’m currently writing this flying over what I assume is Oklahoma. Or maybe Missouri. When I lived in Ohio there was a running joke at my work that I never had more than 2 days of vacation days stored in my account and every Friday morning when I walked in, hair wet from my swim with XXL large coffee in hand, looking exhausted but happy, the front office ladies would ask me, “where you flying to this weekend!?” To which I would respond “Florida” or “California” or “Colorado” or, on one occasion, “Argentina!” and another, “Finland!”. They stopped being surprised after about my fourth trip in a single month. The key to staying happy in Dayton was to leave Dayton – as often as possible. (No offense). And while I love New Mexico with all my heart, my family is in Missouri, Florida and New England and my best friends are in California and Ohio. And my heart is all the places I’ve never been. So my Southwest credit card rarely has a chance to even cool off before I’m d...

"...so...you signed up for another one?" "Yea!" ".........when is this one?" "Next July! In wine country! It's going to be so awesome, everyone can come! We'll do wine tasting, sight seeing, we'll race, and go to a vineyard...." " NEXT July!? Like a YEAR from now!?" "Yep! Plenty of time to train and plan." *Silence* "AM I EVER GOING TO HAVE GRANDCHILDREN!?" The shit that a married female endurance athlete in her late 20's has to put up with. Chris and I have been together for almost 8 years and married for 3. I've gotten my fair share of comments and questions, mostly from prospective grandmas and grandpas. Actually I've been getting them since before Chris and I were even married, oddly enough. It seems no one can wait to see just what little terrors Chris and I produce. And I get it - obviously Chris and I are going to single handedly create the next great summer Olympic team ...

*I'm putting a disclaimer at the top to tell everyone that Chris is NOT deploying . I've been thinking about this blog post since Chris deployed two years ago and have seen first hand many friends and family deploy and TDY, but never had the right words to say or knew how to say it, so I've started and restarted and rewrote and edited it many times, and am just now posting it. This is not about me necessarily, just writing based on my combined experience and other's experiences- because I know many military spouses will be able to relate. Again, this is NOT necessarily a present day post ;)* We were just pulling up to our group run when we got a phone call and I knew within 20 seconds whatever Chris was going to tell me after he hung up was going to ruin my night. I can always tell who Chris is talking to by the his voice on the phone. When it's his parents he opens with a gentle, "hey, hows it going?" followed be this odd fake yawn that both he and ...

I think my favorite part of being a military wife is the sheer number of times I get the pleasure of visiting the DMV office. One thing the US of A needs to fix is this military situation. Is that being vague? Okay, on top of eeeeeeverything else - and I mean everything else - all the way down at the very bottom of the totem pole underneath removing the Asbestos in on-base housing but just above fixing the Army's mess dress (navy blue and black, really?), is the situation with the active duty car registration and driver's licenses. There is a law that to my limited understanding, basically says military can do whatever they want with their driver's licenses and car registration. Currently in my wallet I have: 1. A Missouri driver's license 2. A Massachusetts liquor license (basically I used it to say I was over 21) 3. A Utah driver's license I should note I am a resident of New Mexico but my car is registered in Ohio. I am a resident of New Mexico becaus...